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(OOC: Warm Gun 'Verse. Prompt is from canon, and if it links to a Dean, then this Sammy's Dean = [livejournal.com profile] jstliketherifle.)

Sam doesn't remember much about dying. He doesn't remember much about anything these days. The come back to him in flashes, like fireflies appearing in the distance. You know they are there because you can see them. But they won't stay still and it's hard to catch one.

Sometimes when Sam leaves for awhile, he goes back to that spot. The spot he died. It's a ghost town, full of ghosts that watch him as he walks down the dusty streets. The hide in windows and doorways, almost as if they are afraid of him.

There is a girl who stands on the top of the water tower. Her neck is bent in a bad angle, and she sits there with her hands under her armpits.

I feel like I’m in a nightmare, and it just keeps getting worse and worse.

In the window of a house that smells of salt, the bloodied face of a young man watches him. Sam can almost feel him reaching out, trying to touch his mind before he turns away to look at a dark haired woman in horror.

I’m still working through, “Demons are real”

The edge of town is covered in blood that only Sam can see. There are no birds here. No crickets. Just a single firefly that leads him until he almost trips over an iron bar. He stops, looking down at it as the firefly lands on it and lights up.

Only one of us is getting out of here. I’m sorry.

Sam fell to his knees, holding his head. There was pain. His head, stomach. he was hit and hurt. Each time he made this trip he felt it, remembering the sequence of injuries.

Sam!

The pain stopped and Sam lifted his head. There was no ghost there, but the sound of his name echoed through the town like a canon.

Dean.

His last word. And then there was a sharp pain and then his didn't feel anything but arms wrapping around him. He was safe in those arms. It was home.

Hey, look at me. It’s not even that bad. It’s not even that bad, all right? Sammy? Sam! Hey, listen to me. We’re gonna patch you up, okay? You’re gonna be good as new. I’m gonna take care of you. I’m gonna take you care of you. I’ve got you. That’s my job, right? Watch out for my pain-in-the-ass little brother? Sam? Sam! Sammy!

The firefly flew away from the iron rod as Sam blinked, looking around him. Not a sound. Silence. Death.

Until the screaming began.
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There wasn't much that he could remember before the pain. The pain... it was something Sam remembered too well. Too well..

His dad had been there, trying to pull the meat hooks from his body. But the yellow eyed demon had come, jumping on the chains before attacking John, taking him deeper into the bowels of hell and leaving him alone.

Years had to have passed, so long... so long on the hooks that Sam forgot who he really was. But when he saw fire in the pits below him, he remembered a blonde girl on the ceiling. Sometimes he remembered a face, words like jerk and feelings like loss when seeing the face.

Then there were whispers. Voices. And then bright light as a door opened in front of him. Demons rushed through the chains, aiming on their escape. And then the man who had left him long ago grabbed the chains, pulling him free. Sam screamed in pain, confused and lost, and then he found himself in the woods, hovering in a tree.

Alone.

Other demons had talked to him, and he watched them take over bodies. In california, he found a kid on the streets who was about to die from drug overdose... Sam couldn't take over a body that had a live person in it... that was wrong to him... and he made his way to a truck stop.

He made his way back to Kansas. Something about Kansas said home to him, and he wandered the streets until he snuck into a motel room and just curled up on the bed.

Softly he whispered the same word over again. Dean. Dean. dean dean dean dean dean....

That was a year ago. Now, he remembered a name. Sam. It might have been his name, so he took it. People asked him who he was and he said Sam. They asked him what he was looking for. Dean.

No one understood him, and he just kept going from motel to motel. He saw a motel and he thought of Dean. Dean must be in a motel, so that was where he would look.

dean dean dean dean deandeandeandeandeandeandeandean

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