Let me fall into you... RP for horsewoman_lana and <lj site="live

[likely_evil]

Once the shakes had stopped and Sam wasn't going through major symptoms of withdrawal, he planned on keeping his word to Lana. He missed her, and having spent the last month as far from her as he possibly could - sometimes not by his own choice - he just needed to have her there for him.

The world was on it's way to ending, after all. And he wasn't going to waste time.

Which was why on a Friday morning, an Amazon.com box arrived at Lana's office. He had checked to make sure that she was in the office that day, then paid a delivery guy a few bucks to hand deliver it around noon.

In the box was a hex bag, meant to hide the bearer from both demons and angels. Ruby had taught Sam how to make them - her mistake, their gain - and they had a bunch of them made and in the Impala for protection. The one he had sent was strong enough to take her and a good mile in all directions off the radars.

With the bag was a typed note. Keep this on you. Don't open it. Leave work, pack a weekend bag, and follow the map. Reservation for Ms. Lewis. Wait in room. - S.W.


The Impala was waiting out of sight, planing on trailing Lana on her way to the meeting spot, just to make sure she wasn't followed by anyone but them. There was a motel just outside of Bazine, KS. Out of the way along the 96 where no one in their right mind would really go looking for them. And it should have only been a 2-3 hour drive for Lana at most if she did the speed limit.

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[manorsuperman]

[ooc: I just saw that in my head. Stop it.]

Lana looked at him with a worried expression. As much as she'd like to say she was worried about the fate of the world, she wasn't. Right now she cared about Sam and all the self-loathing that was brewing in that pretty head of his. She knew 'because of this' was really 'because of me'.

[likely_evil]

He looked away a moment, and then back at her while pulling her hips a bit closer to him. "That's why Dean and I have to stay low for awhile. Demons and angels are after us right now. It's worse than we thought it would ever get."

[manorsuperman]

She nodded, taking in that information. Though his moving her was a little distracting. How she could get aroused during this conversation was beyond her comprehension.

"So I guess this is probably the last time I'll see you for a while..." A long while most likely.

[likely_evil]

His hand went up to run along her cheek, just watching her. "I hope not. I just won't be able to promise when or where."

[manorsuperman]

Her eyes closed with his touch. It was so hard to focus on the words, even though they were important to her. If he wasn't catching onto what she was feeling, he was an idiot.

[likely_evil]

"But I'm going to try, I swear I'm going to."

He stretched his neck a bit to lean up and kiss her gently.

[manorsuperman]

She returned that kiss, of course, but it didn't last as long as he'd probably expected it to.

"I need you, Sam," she whispered desperately. "I need you."

Translation: 'Take me now or I will hurt you.'

[likely_evil]

"I know," he said softly, his hands pulling her close. "I do too."

[manorsuperman]

She kissed him again, and hard, hands clutching at his shirt. Then the words started to get to her. "I do too." It was bringing tears to her eyes no matter how much she squeezed them shut and tried to stop them.

[likely_evil]

He let her lead the kiss, slowly inching his way back onto the bed further, one arm still around her as the other helped him with the shift.

Then he felt her tears on his cheek and opened his eyes to look at her, then pulled his lips away, letting their foreheads stay touching. "What's wrong?"

[manorsuperman]

She shook her head, smiling. "Nothing," she whispered. "Nothing's wrong." That would probably confuse him, but it was the truth.

[likely_evil]

Yeah, it did confuse him just a bit. But he also knew that women tended to act strange like that sometimes. So he just shook it off and reached up to her cheek, tilting her head just right for him.

"Good," he said before he kissed her again.

[manorsuperman]

That got a soft sigh of pleasure from her, and her hands started to roam. It was so good to be with him again, to feel that sense of wholeness and know she could give him the same. They were equals. It was everything she'd ever wanted and never thought she'd ever have.

[likely_evil]

And Sam needed her. Because with Ruby's betrayal, it had been a knife in the back that cut deep. He knew that pain once, but from her it had threatened to rip him apart.

He had been gone from Lana so long now that he had almost forgotten how much love he felt from her when he was in her arms. How could he have? Had his addiction gone so deep that he had forgotten all of this?

His fingers dug into her a bit more, clinging, needing to remember and feel it again.

[manorsuperman]

She wanted him to feel that love, and not just because he needed it. She needed it, too. She needed to give him that as much as she needed to feel loved by him. It had to go both ways. It had to be a partnership, or it was empty. And it was definitely not empty.

Her hands finally found their way to a button, and one by one they came undone until she was slowly sliding the shirt off him.

[likely_evil]

He didn't resist her undressing him, his own hands exploring along her and keeping her close to him. Once the shirt was sliding down his arms, he stopped long enough to be able to toss it away, then wrapped his hands around her and flipped them around on the bed so that she was laying down and he was above her, looking down as his hair framed his face.

"I really missed you," he said softly, then going to kiss her neck as his hands ran along her sides.

[manorsuperman]

Another soft sound came from her lips as the fingers of one hand laced through his hair while to other traveled down his back.

"I missed you, too," she mumbled. She wanted to say she missed him more...but that may or may not be true.

[likely_evil]

His lips found hers again as his fingers worked to start getting a little less clothing between them, wanting to just get lost in her arms and softness. Needing this moment to reconnect and just be Sam with no expectations of being anything more than that.

[manorsuperman]

There was less and less until finally there was nothing, and he wasn't the only one who got lost. She forgot everything, all restraint and the fact that Dean was on the other side of the wall. Chances are the other Winchester needed his classic rock to drown her out.

[likely_evil]

So did Sam, forgetting all about the world around them beyond him, her and the bed beneath them. Forgot about time, just lost in her breaths, cries, and the feelings between them until he was spent and lay down on the bed beside her.

He didn't say anything as he worked to catch his breath, but instead just kept her close in his arms, not wanting to lose any connection they had right now.

[manorsuperman]

She was still holding to him, turned toward him on her side. She pressed a quick kiss to his cheek and then his neck before letting her head rest on his shoulder and snuggling close.

[likely_evil]

"I'm glad you didn't turn me away when you found out what I did," he said softly, his fingers trailing along her neck.

[manorsuperman]

A short, soft laugh. "Like I ever could."

[likely_evil]

He watched her a moment. "You really believe in soulmates, don't you?" It was a simple question, a bit of confusion in his eyes.

[manorsuperman]

The question caught her off guard, but she gave him a soft smile. "Yeah...I just didn't believe I'd ever find mine..." And obviously she believed now she had.