for supernatural100: #162 - Remorse

ooc: posted originally here.

I'm sorry I wasn't the son you wanted, Dad.

I just wanted something more.

Dean was your perfect child - I was the rebel... funny since I'm the one who grew up normal...

Maybe if I had listened more our lives would be different.

Maybe you'd be alive...

All I know is I'm some kind of freak, and Dean's slipping because you sold your soul for him.

I don't know how to help him, Dad.

You've hurt us both.

You didn't train us for this.

I'm sorry I wasn't a better son.

I just hope you knew I loved you.