likely_evil | Christmas Fic Meme!

I'm stealing the Christmas fic meme going around, because really, it's not like I don't have enough to do as it is!

So!

I'm going to write ficlets for Christmas. Consider it a gift from me to you. I'm not going to put this in each of my journals, so the muses you are free to request ARE:

likely_evil - Sam Winchester

mini_dean - Ben Braeden

evilhandissue - Lindsey McDonald

facelorran - Face Loran

semihero_pietro - Pietro Maximoff

Fill out the information below. I will grant one or more of your requests depending on time and inspiration. If you want to borrow the meme go right ahead.

Give me up to five requests with the following information:

1. My Muse/Your Muse
2. A song, quote, one word prompt, letter prompt (if letter prompt make sure you say so) or brief description of what you'd like to see them do
3. Fluffy, Angsty, Comedy or writer's choice? ~~slash/wincest is not an option~~
4. Rating request?
5. What timeline or universe is this set in or do you want me to choose?

Pick from any of my muses and any of your muses. Make five requests of the same pairings or mix it up. I'll pick and choose and have something written before the end of the year (hopefully).

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1. Anna + Sam
2. "Lost and insecure; you found me, you found me; lying on the floor; surrounded, surrounded" -You Found Me, The Fray
3. Angsty
4. No preference
5. Writer's Choice

1. Anna + Ben
2. Awkward
3. Comedy
4. No preference
5. Writer's Choice

"Lost and insecure; you found me, you found me; lying on the floor; surrounded, surrounded"

It was November 2nd. Dean and Anna hadn't realized Sam had disappeared until they had finished some one on one brainstorming and went to get him for dinner.

When he didn't answer his phone, they decided to split up. He couldn't have gone far without a car, so they went to check the bars and diners within walking distance.

Anna was the one who found him in a dark corner of a pub, head down with three pints of beer already in him and the fourth in his hand. The food lay untouched.

"Sam?" she asked softly.

"I'm fine go away," he slurred, not lifting his head.

She bit her lip, then slid into the seat next to him and slid an arm across his back. "Sam, come on, you had me and Dean worried."

"Like you even noticed I was gone," he snapped.

Anna rested her cheek against his shoulder. "Of course we noticed. Sam, what's wrong?"

He tensed up, then just shook a moment. "You and Dean have each other. You don't need me around. I just fuck everything up."

"That's not true?"

"Is it?" He sat up quickly, and Anna could see that his eyes were red from crying. "Everyone I care about dies on me, Anna. I don't get to be happy like you two are. Anyone gets close to me, they die."

She closed her eyes a moment, then put a hand on his cheek. "Sam..."

"I just want her back, Anna. I want to go back to that point where I was happy again." He pulled away, then took a long drink from his beer. "And I can never have that. So don't tell me that it's going to be better. Don't give me any of that Hallmark crap because it doesn't work. Not today."

She could see the broken look in his eyes and looked away a moment. "No, Sam. I won't lie to you. It doesn't get better. But that doesn't mean you still can't be happy."

She knew a small bit about Jess from snippets of information Dean gave about why Sam did some things certain ways. And after Uriel had pointed out the anniversary date to him on Friday, he had been pulling away from both her and Dean.

She suspected that hearing them though the walls hadn't helped. Her hands pulled him into her arms, and he resisted at first then just let her do it, his head resting on her shoulder.

And she held him when he couldn't help it but start to cry again, turning his head to bury his eyes in her neck. And he didn't notice when Dean finally found them and joined them at the table.

Finally Sam slowly sat up, rubbing at his eyes. Dean didn't say anything, but ordered food for himself and Anna. Then they started talking about things that didn't really matter in the scheme of the world, trying to drag Sam out of his funk and just smile.

And then when they got back to the hotel, Anna gave him one more hug. "Sleep well, kiddo. We'll work on getting you back to happy in the morning."

"Thanks," he said softly in her ear, then kissed her cheek before heading to his room, where he knew he'd end up staying up most of the night watching the television until his brain just turned off for the night.

Aww, thanks. I loved it. ♥

"You have to bounce, Anna."

"I'm not bouncing in that thing."

Ben and Dean exchanged looks. Then Ben huffed and climbed into the moon bounce with Anna. "Come on, it's really easy. You just have to jump!"

Anna smiled at the eight year old in front of her. "I know, honey, but your friend Dean wants me to play in here for a different reason."

Ben tilted his head as he jumped. "What's that?"

"Well..." she looked at Dean who was sitting back on the chair with a soda and glared at him. "See, Dean is just afraid to play himself while we babysit you, so he has me do it instead."

Ben bounce for a moment. "No, that's not it. he just likes to watch you bounce." A grin broke out on the kid's face and Anna just blinked.

"You sure he's not your kid?" Anna asked Dean.

"Question I ask every time I come to visit." Dean smirked around the edges of his bottle. "Now get to bouncing."

Christmas Fic Meme!

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Anna & Sam - You Found Me lyrics

Re: Anna & Sam - You Found Me lyrics

Anna & Ben: awkward