Sam Winchester (
likely_evil) wrote2009-11-29 11:19 pm
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Looking for safety with Bobby - rp for
maninflannel
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Sam had left Ruby at the church and fled as fast as his form could take him until he couldn't go any further. The sun was really starting to rise now, and he knew people were going to find out what he did and then they were going to hunt him.
He was scared and he had to hide. He found a motel and slipped through the window of a room that had no one in it at the moment. He sat on the toilet seat and picked the stained glass out of his feet and then took a long shower. When he was drying his hair, he could see the two bullet holes in his chest that were starting to bleed again. There was some things from the people who were staying there and he was able to put a washcloth over each one, and then wrap an ace bandage around his chest.
New clothes were next. The man had a pair of sweatpants and a tee-shirt that just fit him, so he put it on. He was looking for shoes when he heard a key in the door and he ran out the window before the person coming in could see him.
Sam was getting hungry but he knew he couldn't go into town. The news would tell them what he had done and then they would call the cops. The cops were not good people to him. He had hurt one of them. They would want to hurt him too.
Instead he kept moving, going from place to place until the sun started to set and he found himself somewhere familiar. He could smell food cooking and he knew that Bobby would feed him even if he was a bad thing. Maybe Bobby wouldn't call Dean and could keep his secret. But he couldn't get into the place as he tried to find a way in and finally just went to the kitchen door and started to knock quickly.
"Bobby... please let me in!"
Sam had left Ruby at the church and fled as fast as his form could take him until he couldn't go any further. The sun was really starting to rise now, and he knew people were going to find out what he did and then they were going to hunt him.
He was scared and he had to hide. He found a motel and slipped through the window of a room that had no one in it at the moment. He sat on the toilet seat and picked the stained glass out of his feet and then took a long shower. When he was drying his hair, he could see the two bullet holes in his chest that were starting to bleed again. There was some things from the people who were staying there and he was able to put a washcloth over each one, and then wrap an ace bandage around his chest.
New clothes were next. The man had a pair of sweatpants and a tee-shirt that just fit him, so he put it on. He was looking for shoes when he heard a key in the door and he ran out the window before the person coming in could see him.
Sam was getting hungry but he knew he couldn't go into town. The news would tell them what he had done and then they would call the cops. The cops were not good people to him. He had hurt one of them. They would want to hurt him too.
Instead he kept moving, going from place to place until the sun started to set and he found himself somewhere familiar. He could smell food cooking and he knew that Bobby would feed him even if he was a bad thing. Maybe Bobby wouldn't call Dean and could keep his secret. But he couldn't get into the place as he tried to find a way in and finally just went to the kitchen door and started to knock quickly.
"Bobby... please let me in!"

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The certainty came with a phone call from Dean, and Bobby's heart broke. He was angry and scared and worried all at once. He was trying to come up with all the things he could have done to prevent what had happened...to prevent Sam becoming...
So he was pacing. Reading. Calling people. Anything he could to find Sam.
And when he heard the noise at his door, he went running. He flung the door open and looked the boy over, wide eyed. He wasn't sure if he wanted to hit Sam, yell at him, hug him, or turn him away.
He knew Sam was still in there somewhere, his boy. This wasn't just a demon. It was Sam. And until it came to rock bottom, he couldn't turn his back on either of his boys.
"Oh Sammy..."
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And he knew Bobby was a safe place. It always had been safe. But it was also Dean's safe place and Dean wasn't safe. Not when Sam was a bad thing. But Sam knew Bobby would still be safe if he was a bad thing as long as he wasn't a bad thing to Bobby.
"Can I come in? I'm hungry." He bit his lip, hoping Bobby said it was ok.
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"Yeah, yeah, get in here," he said gruffly.
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"I'm sorry I haven't been here more," he said, because it had been awhile since he had visited Bobby.
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"Don't worry 'bout it. Sit down. Whaddya want t'eat?"
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"We...we can take care'a that."
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Sam opened the jacket and the shirt was starting to show two bloodspots from where the bullets were still in his chest. "It stings."
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"Don't tell Dean. Please."
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"They hurt me first," he said softly, as if it justified it all. Everyone who had died had attacked him first, from the first gang member to the priest.
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"99 bottles of beer on the wall, 99 bottles of beer..."
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He got up and went back to the pot.
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