Bad Day on Black Rock - RP for ironknifehunter

[likely_evil]

It started when, as Cas was getting ready to leave for work, he told Sam that Dean was getting released from the hospital that afternoon. There was a question on that, a look at Sam lowered his head from and ignored.

When are you going to go back and see him, Sam?

He could hear their voices in his head as he worked on the house that day. Jo, Cas, even Pam wanting to know when Sam was going to see his brother. Ever since Dean had woken up, Sam avoided the hospital like the plague. All because he was afraid to face him.

The voices started to get to him, and Sam found his way into the medicine cabinet to get something to get rid of his headache. As the hours went, the pain didn't stop and Sam went back to find something stronger.

That evening, then would find Sam stoned off the pills from an old bottle of codeine, passed out on the bathroom floor because it was cool and felt good on his face. But the voices were gone, and his head wasn't hurting anymore. That was all that mattered to him.

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[likely_evil]

"It hurt so much," he said softly, curling back into her. "He just kept cutting..."

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"Shhhs." She held him tighter. "I'm here. You're here. It's okay."

[likely_evil]

"I just want to forget it all."

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"Just focus on me. You can hear my heart right? Just listen to that. There's nothing else."

[likely_evil]

Sam took a deep breath and listened. he could hear it, faintly, and focused on it until he calmed down.

"All I hear is your stomach," he pointed out from the position he was laying at when he felt comfortable making the weak attempt at a joke.

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

She chuckled, relieved he could joke again. Things would be okay. It wouldn't be easy, but they'd manage.

"Well, I would have gotten dinner, but I didn't want to wake you."

[likely_evil]

"I'm sorry..." he made to sit up so that he could "free" her. "You should have moved me."

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"I was comfortable." She liked having someone to snuggle with for awhile. She liked having him to snuggle.

[likely_evil]

He rubbed at his eyes, still very exhausted. However, he was starting to look a bit better as the drugs were almost out of his system now. "You shouldn't go hungry though."

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"Missing one meal isn't going to kill me, Sam." She rolled her eyes slightly. "And now I can get something for both of us and you don't miss out."

[likely_evil]

"I'm not hungry," he stated. "My stomach still feels twitchy."

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"You sure?" She didn't like it when he didn't eat.

[likely_evil]

"When I'm on a down, I get nauseous real quick."

He closed his eyes, resting an arm on the back of the couch, and leaning his cheek on it. "Where's Ford hiding?"

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"Probably on my bed. We kinda took up all the room on the couch."

She wasn't going to talk about his drug use. She thought it was better they moved on from that.

[likely_evil]

"I promised him playtime tonight. I'll make it up to him tomorrow."

Sam just watched her, not moving an inch on the couch.

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"He'll like that."

She smiled at him. Her puppy and her puppy were cute together.

[likely_evil]

"I should stay here tomorrow. Tell Cas I'm sick or something. I can't go back there, not tomorrow."

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"Okay."

[likely_evil]

He licked his lips. "Could you call out sick too? Stay with me?" His puppy eyes were practically begging.

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"My captain kinda needs more warning than this," she said, somewhat regretfully.

[likely_evil]

"Oh. Not like cutting classes when we wanted to just have time away, huh?"

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

She brushed a few strands of hair from his temple. "No, not like that. Sort of wish it was."

[likely_evil]

Sam gave her a small smile. "Remember that one time we went to that corn maze and got lost and missed getting back to school before the buses left for home?"

[ironknifehunter.livejournal.com]

"God, my mom was so pissed." She laughed. "It was great though. I had so much fun."

[likely_evil]

"Yeah she was. Dean wouldn't even drive up the driveway. I had to walk you the rest of they way. He refused to let her put bullets in the car."