for charloft: Woke up without powers...

[likely_evil]

If you are special in some way, (vampire, werewolf, psychic, et cetera), how would you react if you woke up one morning stripped of your power?

When I first got them, I would have been glad to have them gone. I never wanted them, and they caused me nothing but trouble and psychotic hunters trying to kill me. And we won't even go into the little ghost town death match.

But now... if I woke up and they were gone, I know we would be in deep shit - the smallest being Lilith coming to kill us in our sleep, and the biggest being the Apocalypse. For all that I'm being told that using these powers is wrong, I don't see how we would have won otherwise. Samhain? Alastair? I'm getting stronger each time, and I know I'm almost to the point where I can handle Lilith. And once she's gone and the seals are safe?

Then I'd gladly wish them away for the rest of my life. To finally be free from this curse in me... probably the best thing I could ever imagine happening.

But not while they are keeping Dean us alive - and now if the angels themselves can't even protect him? - It's up to me. And I need to be stronger still.

[locked from everyone]

If I woke up and they were gone tomorrow - I would have Ruby give them back to me. Even if it's disgusting and I hate myself every time I do it, I can't be weak now. I can't afford to lose Dean again, or let Lilith win. Not happening, even if I have to sacrifice myself in the end to set the world straight again.

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Comments

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

Sammy... *not disapproving, not accusing, just... sad; shakes his head* I'm sorry.

[likely_evil]

Nothing for you to be sorry about, Dean.

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

Dunno about that. Managing to shoot Yellow-eyes on time could've done good.

[likely_evil]

I had a chance to do it too and couldn't. We can't afford to think back on coulda-woulda-shouldas anymore, alright? We're here, dealing with the now and have to figure out how to solve a problem using everything we have available to stop it.

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

I meant further back but... You've got a point there.

[likely_evil]

Thank you.

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

You think that what-- what we have will be good enough, in the end?

[likely_evil]

I dunno. But I can hope it is. We've been able to accomplish a lot of things together. I'd put money on us being able to take on an Apocalypse.

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

Money, huh? I expected something more interesting from the smartest Winchester.

[likely_evil]

I'd doubt you'd let me bet using the Impala as collateral.

[winchesterjerk.livejournal.com]

... definitely not. I guess we'll have to move our asses and do it without a proper bet.

Hustling pool is more fun.

ooc

[manorsuperman]

Jealous and murderous!Lana is jealous and murderous. She would like to steal borrow the gun.

Re: ooc

[likely_evil]

*pets her* we have to figure out which Ruby is the Ruby in this verse soon LOL!

Re: ooc

[manorsuperman]

So Lana can shoot her? Lana wants to shoot her! Lana also needs to meet a Cas so she can be terrified and hide behind things. Because while she's not afraid of demons, angels are a different story.

Also, you like new ooc icon, y/y? Chloe mun said I was evil and the best evily insult she could come up with was calling me TEH BRIDE OF SAMMY! xD

Re: ooc

[likely_evil]

Sam: ... o.0

that's cute.

soldier_ofgod is the Cas I know I talk to in almost all my verses, otherwise he's an NPC.

Re: ooc

[manorsuperman]

Yeah, your girlfriend's weird, Sam.

I'll probably write something with NPC!Cas eventually, just so I can laugh at Lana's reaction.

OOC

[oncehunted.livejournal.com]

Aw, Sam. :(

Madison is sad for him and wishes she could do more to help him through it all (you know, the whole apocalypse business on top of the psychic powers), Ruby is smirking to herself. (That bitch.)

Re: OOC

[likely_evil]

bad Ruby :P

Yeah, Madison seems to keep popping up all over the place in canon by mention, which makes me curious as to WHY...

Re: OOC

[oncehunted.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure. I like it, but it's also kind of odd, given that they're mentioning her more this season than they did in the season she was actually in. But the ways they've been doing it have made sense in the context of the episodes.