likely_evil: (Ruby - Need)
Sam Winchester ([personal profile] likely_evil) wrote2009-01-23 08:25 am

for [livejournal.com profile] un_love_you: #15 This is my desperation in action.

He always went back to her.

Deep in the night, hidden in the darkness, they always found each other. They eased one another's pains. Aches for forgetting soothed in one another.

It took him a long time until he realized that she had the power over him. In losing his brother, this demon had stepped in to guide him. He hated knowing that she held this power, but he had always been one that needed guidence. A lost compass, one pole burned away long ago in a fire in Palo Alto, and north was destroyed with the howling of hounds.

But here in the darkness, she offered direction. Her fingers in his hair guided him along this new path. Her voice whispered in his ear, showing him where to go, what to do. It was easier to handle every time. The pain was fading.

She would take care of him. Protect him. Stay with him when everyone else left him.

Lies he told himself.

But the way her legs wrapped around his waist - locking him against her tightly - he knew she was the one with the power here. She had him right where she wanted, each and every night, and he would follow her like the damned lost puppy he was.

The crossroad demon wouldn't take his soul. But Sam had given it to Ruby freely, not caring about the consequences...

As long as she never left him alone.

OOC

[identity profile] winchesterjerk.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh Sammy...

Nicely done!
manorsuperman: (pale lips arms crossed)

ooc

[personal profile] manorsuperman 2009-01-23 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
That poor boy. I wanna hug him.

Re: OOC

[identity profile] winchesterjerk.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
*nods* yes. Poor Sammy. Poor both boys, really, this episode left them in tatters.
manorsuperman: (giggle)

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[personal profile] manorsuperman 2009-01-23 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Can Lana snuggle him, too? :D
manorsuperman: (flirty sit)

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[personal profile] manorsuperman 2009-01-23 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL, we all snuggle Sam!

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[identity profile] winchesterjerk.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Metaly? *points icon* Dean's like that.

It was so odd, because in the morning I talked with Jag and she gave me a brief run-through of the episode, so I immediately thought of the JP prompt that I used for Dean's rant, and started writing that even before I had watched the episode. And then Dean said the exact same quote and I was like o.O riiiight.

But yeah, this stuff is... It's also only partially revealed, I don't think it'll be cleared up in the next ep... Poor Sam was so firm on that 'no!' - and then... paff. I just get a major muse bleed, with a side of him wanting to punch Ruby. A few times. *headdesk*

ooc

[identity profile] oncehunted.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
damn, that was good. (maybe i should be logged in a ruby to comment, but eh.)

if you feel like doing more angst with sammy, there's a post in sws that he might be interested in checking out. :) it's linked in [livejournal.com profile] wedomyplan's journal.
manorsuperman: (ha!)

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[personal profile] manorsuperman 2009-01-23 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
The Dean in my head is reminded he still needs to kill that bear. Snuggle, I mean.

[identity profile] force-oblique.livejournal.com 2009-01-25 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh wow!!
i really enjoyed this!!!!
Nice work!!