Sam couldn't help the small groan that escaped his lips as she massaged his shoulders. It had been a long time since he had someone do that, and there were a mess of knots that had been building up in the last few years.

His hand came to his chest a bit, still remembering the feel of the shotgun rounds hitting him and ripping his insides to shreads moments before everything just went black. "i never wanted to hurt anyone, but apparently that's all I really seem to be doing anymore."