for justsay_it

[likely_evil]

I really didn't mean what I said. But I know some part of me had to think it to say it. And the same has to be true with Dean.

So apparently I'm a real shitty little brother, and nothing like what Dean wanted me to be.

Just add one more lie to the pile, then. No, I'm not good. I don't think I'll ever be good again.